The Jenniführer
08 December 2010 @ 12:41 am


I don't write about anything terribly personal in this journal and rarely f-lock, so if you want to friend me go right ahead. Just be sure to drop me a line in this post, otherwise I'll probably happen upon your name in my userinfo one day and be all like: "WTF, WHO IS THIS LOSER STALKING ME LAWL." and, like, ignore you and stuff.


NOTE: If you're looking for my fanfiction, you won't find it here. I share a writing blog with [info]kaiousei at [info]prolific_geeks.
 
 
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Current Music: Chimera Obscurant; The Velvet Teen
 
 
The Jenniführer
23 November 2009 @ 07:50 am
In about four hours I've got to write an in class essay explaining Galileo's significance to the Scientific Revolution. So far, this is all I've come up with:

Galileo's Significance to the Scientific Revolution: it is obvs.

I'm really not feeling school this semester. Although I've managed to pull straight A's which means my "switch off brain, switch on essay machine" instinct is functioning well.
 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Grappling Hook/Northern Lights - Cloud Cult
 
 
The Jenniführer
14 November 2009 @ 08:53 pm


I really love Oz.

Best musical episode ever.

This may or may not be a general recommendation of the series to my entire flist. For the first few seasons, it's one of the best written television shows I've ever seen. Then it gets a little.

Uhhh...

My point is, Oz is awesome. And inexplicably referenced in World of Warcraft.


20194 / 50000 words. 40% done!


I fell behind about 8,000 words thanks to having to write three essays last week. I've another due on Monday. Ffff. I'm going to have to write double a day for the third week.
 
 
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Current Music: Stars of the Earth; Miyuki Nakajima
 
 
The Jenniführer
07 November 2009 @ 05:28 am
wat  
Situation: It's, like, 5 degrees in my house.

Fear: That my pet snake, Mozart, will freeze to death

Solution: Turn his heating pad on.

Snake's Reaction: Move to the opposite side of the tank as his heating pad.

Second Solution: Also turn his heat lamp on.

Snake's Second Reaction: Move away from the heat lamp so that he is still far away from the heated part of his tank but hidden from the heat lamp's life-saving rays.

Jennifer's Reaction: "YOU ARE THE STUPIDEST FUCKING ANIMAL IN THE WORLD. IF YOU DIE WHEN I SLEEP I DON'T EVEN CARE.

please don't die while I'm sleeping."
 
 
The Jenniführer
01 November 2009 @ 10:25 pm
6100 / 50000
 
 
The Jenniführer
24 October 2009 @ 02:01 pm
Um. So.

Some of you may have noticed.

There is something really, really wrong with my e-mail. It keeps:

1. Sending out junkmail to everyone on my contact list.
2. Turning on "automatic vacation replies"
3. Re-sending all the mail I've sent in the past year. Seriously. ALL of it. I'm not sure if anyone's receiving old e-mails, but they're showing up again in my "sent" folder.

I think it's got my facebook too, as I keep logging on to find that I've "become a fan" of random advertisement/spam accounts.

Suggestions? I really don't want to kill this e-mail address. I've had it since I was fifteen and everything I do on the internet is tied to it. D:
 
 
The Jenniführer
02 October 2009 @ 02:18 am
1. Went to see Evangelion: You Are Not Alone in theaters on Wednesday and skdhsldk it was fantastic. It was basically a near frame-for-frame re-tread of the original with a few new scenes but it was GORGEOUS and the new soundtrack was LOVELY and they had the entire original dub cast (except Touji and Kensuke, who sound unnerving out of place among all the familiar voices). As Nick put it: "It's as if they ground Evangelion into a fine powder and then forced us to snort it." The kids behind us were being total twats for half the film (OMG VIOLENCE AND BOOBIES EEEEK), but Leslie told them to shut the fuck up and... surprisingly they did.

I almost won the entire original series on DVD, but I answered the question slightly wrong. I still displayed more knowledge of the series than anyone else called up to answer the question and the guy who DID win the boxset basically did so on process of elimination and I already have the entire series on tape (AND I WORKED HARD TO MAKE THOSE TAPES. VCR TO VCR TAPING IS DIFFICULT AND TIME CONSUMING OKAY. IN MY DAY WE WALKED EIGHTEEN MILES UP HILL IN THE SNOW FOR OUR ANIME GRRR) but ngggg, I just hate being wrong in front of people. T___T I know that in ten years time I'll look back at this and be like: "UGH. THAT TIME I SAID THAT TOUJI WAS THE PILOT OF UNIT 04 IN FRONT OF, LIKE, 200 PEOPLE." and just bang my head against the wall even though by then I'll totally be a world famous author so who cares about stupid things like that, ha ha, right?

Either way, it was a lovely experience. ♥

2. RE: the last arc of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle... I have become one of those fans. Thanks to the wacky plot twists and constant clone switching, I don't even give a shit what happens in the series anymore. I seriously only care about what happens with Kurogane and Fye and whether or not they end up "together". ANNOYING YAOI FANBRAT MODE ACTIVATE.

3. I finally reached level 70 in WoW. Tell me, internet, is this something to be proud of? Or should I be deeply ashamed? Either way, Wrath of the Lich King is currently, installing thanks to my friend Cliff being a saint with entirely too much money. ♥

A lot of people have drawn my character during my nine and a half months on Wyrmrest Accord (and I am slowly attempting to reciprocate. I hate drawing other people's characters poorly, especially if they draw mine WELL T_T). I'd like to share some of that art with you guys because their talent is vast and I want to celebrate my level cap or something.

IT'S LILIFRED TIME )

NOW.

TO NORTHREND.

:D :D :D
 
 
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Current Music: Uptight Killer; Go Home Productions
 
 
The Jenniführer
30 September 2009 @ 04:08 pm
THINGS PEOPLE WOULD NOT BE TOTAL MORONS ABOUT IF THEY KNEW A LITTLE HISTORY #1

I used to sort of shrug and laugh it off when people told me that a history degree was worthless, especially back when History was only one of my minors. Passively, I would all but agree with them. These days, however, I am beginning to realize that a lot of general stupidity would be remedied if your average Jane, Dick or Harry would learn a little bit about their own past. Like, not even obscure history. I am about to dig into some real basic stuff here.

For example, if white people knew a little more about their own History, they would be less total morons about RACISM.

White people never fail to get a bee in their bonnet whenever the equation:

Racism = Prejudice + Power

- is brought up. The first mistake they make is to go automatically on the defensive and assume that the conversation is all about them. If they read a little history, they might learn that there are other situations in the world in which Prejudice and Power come together much like it did in, saaay, America during the slave trade. For example, if you were a Korean experiencing Prejudice while living in Japan, this would qualify equally since Japan holds a lot of institutionalized stereotypes against Koreans and has also brutally subjugated their country several times in history. But, I digress.

The second (worse) mistake white people make is to assume that if the conversation IS about them, it is an unfair assessment. This is because they lack knowledge of their own cultural history. They might have heard about a little thing called Imperialism- y'know, those few centuries where white Europeans oppressed, exploited and enacted genocide on pretty much everyone else- but they think of it as a thing far in the past. And besides, Racism Has Always Existed.

1. It is not so far in the past. (White) Imperialism is still alive and well today; it has adapted to suit the times. This is because Imperialism did not happen very long ago at all.

2. While it is true that humans have long hated each other over issues as minor as slight cosmetic variation, it was Imperial Europe that purposefully and consciously constructed the idea of "race" as a tangible, genetically defined concept. They created the language and the modes of thought that racists use to this day.

Let me explain a little bit about the idea of "race" and it's history.

The early Western explanation for skin-tone variation was Biblical; they believed that everyone on Earth was descended from the three sons of Noah- Shem (Semitic- Asiatic), Ham (Hamitic- primarily African) and Japheth (Indo-European). There was a xenophobic moral judgment cast upon dark skin (Ham was sinful and so his sons were dark), but there was ultimately an assumption that "all men are brothers"- there are only spiritual differences, not biological ones.

The Greeks and Romans flirted with the idea of biological variation, but many Roman thinkers adhered to the idea of environmental determinism- people looked different because they lived in different environments from each other and had to adapt. This was also the popular mode of thought in the Islamic scientific community (where there existed a rudimentary theory of evolution already in the 9th century). As far as the Eastern Empires go, I'm fairly certain that they were more concerned with tribal and regional affiliations than cosmetic vartiations, but don't quote me on that one. I am a student of Western culture and history (which, yes, includes the "Middle East").

The term "race" as we know it today- to denote differences in human beings on a genetic and biological as well as cosmetic level- did not come into use until the "Age of Exploration", ie; the dawn of European Imperialism. With the "discovery" of resource-rich land populated by "strange" new people, the Europeans began to draw lines in the sand:

"Those who surpass the rest in prudence and talent, although not in physical strength, are by nature the masters. Those, on the other hand, who are retarded or slow to understand, although they may have the physical strength necessary for the fufillment of all their necessary obligations, are by nature slaves."

- says Juan Gines Sepluveda, debating whether or not the native peoples of South America have a soul. Much of Sepluveda's argument speaks from a religious standpoint, but passages like this demonstrate an emerging system of observation and oppositional definition/categorization. This form of pseudo-science became especially popular (COINCIDENTALLY) around the time that the Western Economy came to depend on the subjugation of non-white people. Theories like Phrenology were developed to give tangible weight to racial classifications. Orientalism arose as a way to belittle "the East" without diminishing scientific and artistic achievements from Eastern countries that the West valued (because those achievements were similar to their own). "Race" was a huge fad in the Victorian era especially where it was a common form of entertainment to display people from distinctive African tribes- such as Saartjie (Sara) Baartman, the "Hottentot Venus"- as a show for the general populace. These shows were purportedly to satisfy "scientific curiosity", but they were often exploitative and sexual in nature. Europeans turned "the other" into an animal; into a different species because that was the only possible way to justify the brutality of Imperialism. It wasn't just about war or religion or xenophobia or hate, it was about the complete denial of non-white humanity.

By which I mean to say:

OH SNAP, FELLOW WHITE PEOPLE. OUR ANCESTORS INVENTED MODERN, INSTITUTIONALIZED RACISM.

And I'm not even talking about our WAY distant ancestors, I'm talking about our RECENT ancestors. Think about when your grandparents were born; my grandfather was a child in England during World War II, but his parents and their parents lived in London during the height of British Imperialism ("the sun always shines on the British Empire"). My mother owns a medical textbook from 1898 that includes a large section justifying racism using phrenology. My great-grandmother (whom I got to know quite well before she died when I was seventeen) grew up in the 1910's when this form of science had yet to be disproved. If you think that three generations is enough to erase centuries of ingrained stereotypes and justifications, you are deluding yourself. Just remember: it is quite possible that your grandparents at one point in their lives believed racism was fact as surely as we believe gravity works. If not your grandparents, your great grandparents; members of your family that lived long enough to buy you Christmas presents.

When a person of colour (or even another white person) suggests that white culture is still overwhelmingly racist, you are not being asked to account for all racism from and against everyone in the world. You are DEFINITELY NOT being asked to defend your own culture. You are only being asked to accept responsibility for your history and the negative aspects of it that still influence your unconscious everyday thoughts and actions.

The solution: stop bitching and read some history.

<3

Sources: My Course Packs from 'West and the World' and 'Victorian Culture'. 'A Concise History of the Middle East', 'Reading the Middle Ages', an essay I wrote in my first year of University, outside knowledge and google/wikipedia. :D Yes, WIKIPEDIA (which handily sources it's statements to help you out in figuring out how reliable they are). Thanks to the internet, history IS that easy, kids!
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Candy's Room; Bruce Springsteen
 
 
The Jenniführer
30 August 2009 @ 12:30 pm
I went to see Inglorious Basterds last night and even though that kind of movie isn't usually my thing, I fucking loved it. I laughed, I cried, it was a very emotional experience and all that bullshit. The main villain Nazi reminded me a lot Bester from Babylon 5, which made the movie viewing experience all the better. Also, there was this one point where I was pretty convinced Hitler and Goebbels were going to make out. I'm not sure if I'm disappointed or relieved it didn't happen.

I'm supposed to go to one of Professor Warne's party's today, but I don't think I'm in the mood for it. I'm not cranky, exactly, but I feel a little anti-social and I've got an edge to me that I'd tell everyone else AT the party exactly what I thought of them. Namely, that they're all immature, pretentious, sycophants who can't formulate a single fucking thought without consulting Gramsci first. Lol lol lol. Basically, I'd be going to hang out with Becca, Joe, Todd, Nick and Cat if she shows up and, uh... I can hang out with those people anytime.

I think I'll stay home and make playlists and play WoW and eat Spaghetti. Mmm, spaghetti.

Anyways, Inglorious Basterds. Toally worth it.
 
 
Current Mood: morose
Current Music: Fly Low Carrion Crow; Two Gallants
 
 
The Jenniführer
Everything totally sucks but Nick bought me this book.

It is a book about World War II politics written DURING WORLD WAR II. Like, before American joined the war during. LIKE. BEFORE OPERATION BARBAROSSA DURING.

Yay, historical documents! ♥

OMG OMG OMG OMG

The country descriptions are amazing.

LET'S PLAY A GAME OF GUESS THE COUNTRY.

Where the shadow of Ivan the Terrible looks at the shadow of Karl Marx and vice versa with Stalin in between and Trotsky watching from the wings... Where Stalin joined his erstwhile enemy, Hitler, and attacked Poland and Finland, to the acute discomfort of Liberals everywhere.

Home of a boy King, a powerful peasantry and one of the best armies in Europe.

Along with Denmark, the highest standard of living in Europe. A happy people, democrats who believe in social decency and progress.

Here a Fascist coup d'tat plunged a nation into bloody civil war. Here a Left Republic tried to bring 25,000,000 people to daylight. Here the church, the feudal aristocracy, the predatory generals, turned the clock back.

Never mind politics- have a holiday in Budapest!

Not as Zeda-esque as its flamboyant reputation. A friend of France, it flirts with Germany.

Lives on butter and eggs and lives very well, thank you, in spite of fear of Germany.


Sorry that 1 and 4 are so easy. ^__^

THIS BOOK. ACTUALLY HAS A LIBERAL BIAS. HOLY SHIT.

Ahahaha, Ireland, like so many Irish men, is a split personality (but don't let Mr. De Valera hear you say so). WHAT. WHAT. THIS BOOK IS JUST.

ARE YOU ALLOWED TO BE THIS TONGUE AND CHEEK DURING WORLD WAR II? IT'S LIKE THIS GUY DIED AND THEN BECAME KEITH OLBERMANN.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Ein Wiener Walzer - Adiemus
 
 
The Jenniführer
GETTIN' DRUNK AT TWO IN THE AFTERNOON.
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: I Fought the Law; The Clash
 
 
The Jenniführer
23 August 2009 @ 04:37 pm
PEOPLE QUICKLY. THIS IS IMPORTANT.

TELL ME YOUR FAVOURITE EPISODE(S) OF STAR TREK TOS, TNG, DS9 AND VOYAGER.


Cat and I are trying to show some newbies the beauty and wonder of Trek. Only two episodes per series that highlight the philosophy, the politics, the characters and the individual strengths of each show.

So far, here's what I was thinking... )
 
 
Current Music: Those Were the Days; Englebert Humperdinck
 
 
The Jenniführer
21 August 2009 @ 03:17 pm


His name is Bonaparte and I got him for free from some woman on the side of the road. ♥
 
 
The Jenniführer
17 August 2009 @ 05:23 pm
It's that time of year again!

DRABBLE MEME

It is probably easiest for me to write:

Naruto, FMA, Digimon, Star Trek, DC Comics, Babylon 5, Trigun, Tales Games, Final Fantasy, Metal Gear, Lunar, Xenogears/Saga, LOVELESS, Kuroshitsuji, Slayers, Avatar, Pirates of the Caribbean, Harry Potter, Silent Hill, Persona 3, Dragonlance, A Song of Ice and Fire, Warcraft, CLAMP...

If there's any other fandom we have in common, feel free to request something from that too!

If you RP with me (ie; you are in my D&D group or one of my KtK homies or, uh, Rebecca *wink*), feel free to request an OC drabble. I love those too! :D :D :D
 
 
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: C100 at Karla and Kai's house. :PPP
 
 
The Jenniführer
Guys, guys. I love Star Trek XI. It was so awesome. I saw it in theaters three times because it was so awesome and I had nerd!emotions about it right?

But fffffffffff the fans actually make me wish this movie never came out. I don't even intentionally seek out shit in this fandom but it's just punching me in the face everywhere on the internet gah.

Spock/Uhura shippers annoy me because they're trying to make it out like it's the morally superior position to support their ship and if you do think that Uhura's portrayal in the movie is sexist, you are a bad feminist. Uh...? I'm sorry. It was obviously just a remarkable coincidence that she was the only member of the cast defined by their fuckability!

People who are frothingly opposed to Spock/Uhura annoy me because a lot of them ARE being sexist, racist dickwads and they should shut up and re-examine their biases and stop hating on Uhura.

Old fans got defensive way too early. It's good when new people get into a dying fandom, okay! If this movie does well we might get a new Trek on television and it might not suck like the last two did!

New fans also got defensive too early and while a lot of old fans love the new movie and are excited about the new canon AU, the vast majority of new fans treat the old fandom like the TOTALLY UNCOOL MIDDLE AGED OPPRESSORS WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE AWESOMENESS OF OUR SHINY NEW GQ MOTHERFUCKER FANDOM. I'm basing this on the fact that negative secrets by Nu!Trek fans are usually met by overwhelming "Oh, but we want new people in the fandom!" responses from old fans, whereas negative secrets from old fans are overwhelmingly met with: "STFU GTFO GEEZER SHUT THE FUCK UP NO ONE CARES LOL LOL GET OVER YOURSELF." I find that the Nu!Trek fandom is very grounded in the "new" fandom culture cultivated mainly by 4chan and ontd and honestly, I (AS A FANDOM GEEZER I GUESS) think this is an unfortunate trend that does not inspire intelligent or productive discourse.

So I guess I am one of "those" fans after all and I just want those damn kids to get off my lawn and GO HOME AND WATCH THE FUCKING 'MENAGERIE'.

IN CONCLUSION: IT'S NOT LIKE OLD TREK FANDOM WAS REALLY THAT MATURE OR INTELLIGENT.



Also, Nu!Kirk/Spock sucks, neener neener.
 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Smoke Gets in Your Eyes; Nat Cole King
 
 
The Jenniführer
03 August 2009 @ 01:01 pm
SO FUNNY STORY.

Our former landlord Patrick has been trying to- despite the fact that we broke lease for legal/safety reasons and the loss of our sublet-candidate was kind of his fault- to squeeze as much money out of us as possible. We're going to tenancy court in two weeks.

So anyways, one thing he notes in the papers served is that it took him two months to fill the apartment. The date noted on the legal papers is 'July 1st'.

SO FUNNY STORY.

Joe and I were walking by my old apartment the other night and these two guys were out on the balcony smoking weed. So I go over and yell up to them:

"HEY, WHEN DID YOU MOVE IN?"

They give me a bit of a puzzled look and answer, without hesitation, "Uh- June 1st." like it was a no duh thing.

Oh, Patrick. I know you've been in this biz for a while, but do you really think it's a good idea to lie to the tenancy board? Additionally, I did a little digging and have screenshots that prove he didn't start posting internet ads for the apartment until May 22nd (on Kijiji, the last ad posted before his was the one I posted on, like, April 2nd).

TWO MONTHS, PATRICK? REALLY?

LOOKS MORE LIKE EIGHT. DAYS.

Fuck, I hope we can get out damage deposit back too.
 
 
Current Music: Elba; ES Posthumus
 
 
The Jenniführer
02 August 2009 @ 04:49 pm
I'm coming down with a flu and everyone went to the beach without me. D:

GIVE ME A FANDOM (that I am familiar with) AND I WILL GIVE YOU FIVE UNPOPULAR OPINIONS.
 
 
Current Mood: pessimistic
Current Music: NIIIIIGHTWISH, BITCHES.
 
 
The Jenniführer
28 July 2009 @ 01:16 pm
It's been a pretty worthless summer and I like making lists. So, in honour of an uneventful, lazy summer week:

CEPHIED VARIABLE'S TOP FIFTEEN VIDEO GAME OPENINGS
PASS IT ON!

Disclaimer: This list may make it appear that I have not touched an RPG since 1999
Edited: Because I thought of two more I liked.

I'm stii~iiil in a dree~eaaam, SNAAAAKE EAAAA~AAATEEEER! )
 
 
The Jenniführer
27 July 2009 @ 04:10 pm



WAT.
 
 
The Jenniführer
26 July 2009 @ 03:41 pm
I dislike so much modern anime that sometimes I forget that I'm an anime fan.

You know what part of the problem with new anime is? Companies today just don't know how to put together a memorable opening!

In celebration of a lazy, humid Sunday afternoon I present to you, flist:

CEPHIED VARIABLE'S TOP FIFTEEN ANIME OPENING SEQUENCES
PASS IT ON!


Disclaimer: This list is purely opinion, ect. ect. My list is a little mainstream because I'm ONE OF THOSE FANS. My list is also a little Shoujo-ey because Seinen series have boring openings and Shounen have shit openings. Just sayin'.

RISE YOUNG BOY AND BECOME A LEGEND!!!! )
 
 
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